Des：When my father and his employees affair was discovered, my mother left home and left me behind. My father drank alcohol and complained a lot, and about a year later he crawled into my bed and said, ``I miss you. I knew it was strange, but I was so pitiful and miserable that I couldnt refuse my father as he played with my body while I was crying. Eventually, when my shop went out of business and I had no income, my father asked me to start working as a prostitute. ``Its only until I get a new job. Mom will come home eventually. My father happily accepts the price he got from being raped by an unknown old man and pats my head. One of the customers was the father of a classmate, so rumors spread around the school and I started getting bullied, but my father laughed and patted me on the head again, saying, ``If its too hard, just quit school and youll make more money. After that, my father raped me almost every day, I had sex with the old man, and I gave him money many times, but my mother never came home. ``It must have been tough. If you dont like it, you can run away, because Im on your side. The old man I had just met hugged me and patted my head. I was surprised and a little happy. Thats right, I can run away. ``Then, I want to go home now. I mustered up the courage to tell the old man, and he pushed me down, laughing and saying, ``Yeah, but not today. I knew it. Im sure there are only adults like this in my world. Kill your heart for your family, just endure and wait for time to pass. A story of a sad girl.